My untold story

I want to share some important information regarding my  childhood.Basically here I will tell you about how my my young age crushed during school time.I belong to a business class family and having no emphasis on education.I grew in a family in which when we attained a age of 10 year old ,family members started to emphasize for making money by in involving in the paternal business.when I came up for 7 years I started to play with my elder brother and also used to go with him for outdoor game.I made so many friends during the playing time.Fortunately,most of my friend used to go for school.Initially I I moved outside for very limited time but as the time passes I want to meet my friend more and more but in the morning time none seems.Actually they all move for school.curiosity also developed in my mind to go for school for accompanying them.I was small among them and also beloved ones.what I said to them is rarel rejected.Finally I decided to join school and urging with the family member and finally succeed to persuade them.

I still remember the day of my first when I was totally unknown with the running system.It totally puzzled my mind as it was totally a different life than what I experienced at my home.Before going to school I was expecting to enjoy and play with them in the school but that was totally opposite of my mind calculation.independency of life was not seeing anywhere in the school it was seemed to deprive my life from independency and freedom was taken.

My friend and all those of my class fellow look quite comfortable but I was totally disheartened.Everyone was getting practiced of making writing but from home I got nothing and in school looked quite different world and not understandable.I also suffered with language system which was totally different from mother tongue and even not heard  a single word at home which was teaching in school.I became a regular customer of every teacher for being beaten for not completing homework or not getting anything in the class what teacher taught.It made my mind narrow and I started to Push my self in the inferiority complex.At that time I wished,I would become part of family business.But as the time passes I started to familiarise with those things teaching in class.

The biggest mistake I did that inspite of learning the matter , I started to copied everything by learn by heart.This runs for several years even completed my school in same manner.

And in this way I became the only member of my family completing matriculation.In the eve of that occasion a party was taking place and sweets distributed among the family.

But as the trouble never end it comes with different face and at  this time what proffession I had to choose was biggest challenge as no member of the family could help in this regard as all were unknown of the professional courses in the line of study.

As in our area I saw most of the students chosen mathematics as a subject and by seeing them I also took mathematics as a subject.But in mathematics I was not very good sinc e the school time it is totally unadjustable for me and I got mentally harassed by studying mathematics finally after 1 year I shifted from mathematics to biology which looked somewhat better than mathematics as it could be learnt by heart.And in same manner I passed intermediate degree.

I did nothing for one more year after passing as I could not understand what I have to do now.Then by looking at advertisement hoarding of those students who qualified entrance exams then I decided to become like them and join the same coaching which was in the hoarding but after preparing from the coaching I failed to qualify and I returned back to my own town, as I arrived everyone asked about my entrance result as I disqualified everyone disobeyed and critisized me at that time something touched to my heart and then I returned back to the same coaching and once again prepared with full patience and hard labour and consistent study, finally I qualified the medical entrance now studying in aiims college for MBBS.